It's too much :(

I'd rather cry than lose my patience. I'd rather keep quiet than argue with you. :| Those are the lines I wanted to tell you but I can't I'm afraid. These past few days, we've been into many misunderstandings. I don't know what's happening to us but I don't want this relationship to end either. Ay ambot. Wa njud ko kasabut. Fictional character rman na si Ryuuji Takasu. Selosan ba diay? And besides, don't tell me na wala koi time sa imoha. I always have but the problem is my parents. I thought nakasabot nka. Besides, di ko gareklamo everytime naa kai sayup. 'CAUSE IT'S BETTER TO SAY THAT I'M FINE THAN TO ARGUE WITH YOU. :( Sakit nah </3 You probably haven't heard me say any bad word in front of you but when I seriously lose my patience..I SWEAR I CAN. While making this post, I'm probably mad. But I still love you. I can't stay this straight to you because I don't want to hurt you. Love kaayo tka. Pero gakasakitan njud kaayo ko. If ever you'll read this, hurot na akong luha. But I hope someday, ma'realize nimo na dili lang sa imo ga'tuyok ang world. Dili ikaw ang purmi gkasakitan. Sometimes, you have to sacrifice your own happiness para sa uban. And that's what I'm doing and what I'll be doing for the next years.